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Recently my work so much until i cant even handle it. It is very stress to force myself finishing all of my work. Lack of staff in my company make me feel very stressful. My schedule on July is full of outstation activities. Even my replacement leave also cant clear at all. I have no time go back to celebrate parent’s day and this make me so guilty to face my parent and family. I think the best time for me to rest is on August hopefully..i need holiday!!!!
BUt..erm….there also have some of our company staff try to help me in some works…and it is a best time for me to learn a lot of thing as all of things needed to be handled by myself…

Convo is coming again..so fast…i had graduated one year already..haha..this year i am going to celebrate my friends’ convo..yaho..so happy…

If you worry me because of my unbelievable changes, that is true..Everyone have a sadness story in their life..if you have some problem with your partner, let your partner say it out and don’t judge them with wrong concept that maybe created by your own or your friend, ok? That is a strong weapon that break your heart deeply, always believe your partner and love them…I know i need to control my feeling and can’t stop at this moment. I have to be strong enough to face everyone and everything..Like my friend said, everything is changing and we must receive it and step forward…

But for this moment, i am feel floating in the sea and have not go back to the land yet..i need to make a lot of decision and hope that i am in the right way..somehow when you think that you are right, but is it true? Family and some friend around are very worry about me and always give their advice to me. I really appreciate them because without them, i think i can’t stand up and continue my life..They are my power of love..

   In this few day, there is some guidance provided to me but i feel not comfortable to it and i always think that this is the change for me to learn many thing through the life world, and  when i really need that kind of guidance, i will say it out. Actually i am searching something that suit to me, i need to live in a valuable life. Therefore, i need to change…success will be waiting for us…

我的朋友回沙捞越了， 不知道为什么， 好像失去了什么的。 平时我们三人在一起时，开开心心谈天说笑话， 现在却没有了她的笑声，好闷啊。
今天很想找人说话，有些心地话想说，但却不懂找谁来讲，多两天又要考试，很想找人发泄，哈哈。。 我朋友说怕自己会变， 其实我想对她说，我觉得我已经在变了，变到我自己也可能不能想象，好恐怖啊。。对自己越来越没有自信，不敢面对真正的自己，好辛苦。。多希望身边有人会给信心自己，但却是这么的清静。。

被爱的感觉真好。。

      有人说， 很爱恨爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了很多事情之后才会发现的。如果没有开始， 你怎么知道很爱恨爱那个人呢？或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分百的伴侣， 包括我自己， 但却没有想过身边已经有人为自己付出很多了，只是自己忽略了。。怎样才算是爱一个人？其实每个人的爱情观不同， 说对了叫开导，说错了就叫误导。爱一个人要懂得了解， 体谅，支持， 慰问， 倾诉，聆听。。 如果做不到的话， 就等于失去他。。怀念也只是一种回忆。。kenangan terindah 是一首不错的歌， 不妨听听看。

This few day i am very busy of my thesis, therefore no time to online..when i see all of your comment, i feel very warm..thanks a lot for all people who care about me… i am ok..world is going, so i must look forward and throw away the bad thing…rite? ? Haha,,always keep a good feeling and make the life become powerful!!!  YA..HOooo…..

One day,when a friend hate u, wat r u going to do? of course sad lah,but when i hav this feeling, i really wan to know y and think am i wrong?  I no mood for few day..until my friend ask me y…i said i dunno..even ‘he’ oso dun stand by my site tat day…Alone in a dark room…damn…

这是我第一次与歌手侧田一起庆祝圣诞节， 虽然不是很会唱他的歌，但是觉得很好听，尤其是他唱张国荣的歌很像。 坐在VIP site，感觉不错。怎样得到这票呢， 哈哈， 因为是赢奖得回来的。。价值两百零二块喔。。好累啊， 还要赶上去马六甲，结果第二天睡到很迟才醒。。

在假期里，我一直忙着做thesis, 我的thesis是研究yogurt里的protein成分，很多试验都已经做过了，上星期好不容易开始full run 了，但是却败给了yogurt的制造过程，一向都信心满满的，可以很快就完成一部分的full run,但都是徒劳无功，结果要再重新开始。
不过没关系，像我team的其中一位队员说，做lab都会有成功或失败，这次失败了，再来一次，直到成功为此。我觉得大家在这短短的假期里相处久了，反而会更加了解到大家的需求，如果要达到大家的配合，就看大家的意愿如何咯。。加油。。因为我们是最棒的。。

Convo is just overed, i can c many friend graduate happily and receive the wishes from their friend. When i was standing around 2006,i saw many colleges cheer for their senior from their college…They seem like very enjoy their command (fully of energy).

First thing i must do is to find out my friend and sending my regardness to them…When i am looking at them, my brain full of my imagination….

I am looking them just like looking at me, still has one year, i will be same like them…waoh…so fast,i haven prepare to working outside!!!  I really miss my friend here bcoz after graduate, it might not be see everyone anymore..this year is the last time i am sitting in the class and listen to the lecture…

To all my friend in um, i would to say that i really thank to u all for sharing happily, worries and sadness together with me.

My trial run for thesis started at last week and repeat again in this week..i feel happy coz just finish today…

Waoh, really tired to do it. Once it started, need to run it for two to three day..even has to wake up at night and go to lab to take the result..so cham.

Last week v all kelam kabut when running the test, haha….a lot of complain flies over the air..of course, i’m the one of them…then this week, v all hav a meeting b4 started. and finally v can c that everyone doing their work more frequently..and systematic. I really appreciate it.

Some more, i can c different kind of ppl when doing their work. Some can conduct the experiment and guide us when v need. Some seen like blur blur…dun know wat he/she is doing.  Any way, so happy to learn something from some kindly ppl..

Wat i want to share it is if everyone pay their responsiblity to their part, the test will running smoothly . It is a team work,rite? While doing it, try to enjoy it and don’t think a lot of explaination like tired, sadness, angry, and so on..dun do it by our emotion,or else v lose our spiritual to finish it.